Friday, January 22, 2010

bad dreams

I woke up crying in the middle of the night.

I dreamed that we had gone in for an IVF check-up, and some new doctor told us D's sperm wasn't good enough even for ICSI. He said the initial motility was 14%, and the later one was 4%, and it wasn't good enough. (These numbers are higher than the real results, by the way.) So I started crying, and asking why they had us buy all the medication if we weren't ever going to be able to use it.

Then I woke up.

I think I might be worried about something else going wrong. ;)


  1. That's no dream, that's a nightmare!

    Thankfully you woke up and the reality will be much different and way more positive =)
    And no, nothing else is going to go wrong. I'm sticking to positive thinking here!

  2. What a horrible dream. I am so glad that it was just that. Keep up the positive thinking!

  3. What a terrible dream :( I've often had dreams that I finally get through a pregnancy only to have my baby be stillborn. Those dreams wreck me for a week.

    Thanks for the sweet comment on my blog. I really do appreciate it.